Notes: On my spiritual jounrey
(Info intended for book 3 Redemption)
2021 published in defence of hate
2018 to may 2024: discovered solutions to all mental illnesses
Summer 2023 met michelle ferari at a ryan Williams event, told her that the social media companies were preventing pierre poliver from pulling ahead in the polls. She corrected this and the conservatives pulled ahead of the liberals within 2 weeks.
Sybil picture of me and baby sybil leads to French support and prevents me from being destroyed, if the Canadian government sides with the biden administration over me. (biden compromised by china)
December 2023, started tapering my Invega
February 2024, discovered the government was monitoring my posts
April 2024, Goodlife fitness a shady guy at goodlife behaved very threateningly *luckily Indian secret service agent was their and than csis agent showed up late. Super shady women was in front of goodlife watching things. (Backed off of the mob a bit (not that I was ever going after them), (kept post up for solution to opiod addiction problem), (did a data dump to the government, with china post)
May 2024
Government passes legislation to register foreign agents, I exit samsara and achieve nirvana after reaching 7th heaven than further up in heavens. I end up jumping off the bay bridge in a phychotic state, after leaving stanleys and genevienes bc I was nervous they might kill me, (compromised, beside funeral home), saw lawn mowers that were super big and spewing chemicals cutting their long (so did their neighbour, across the road)
In hospital I went clear (no sin in the previous 3-4 days), admitted me only sin was touching a cat innapproiatly as a teenager, (they gave me some kind of truth serum, soul wick). All the worlds saints used their wishes to help me one by one till I was the only one left. Was given a message that this was were the simulation also ends, but than I started shouting this and was allowed to keep going for some reason, (was shown a computer screen with a lot of people conferencing on it).
In a state of paranoia I thought my older brother was an illegitimate child my mom had had with her older brother (later on, I thought they faked my mom’s virginity to my dad)
Bill maher featured my abortion stance stuff, among other stuff
HART centres announced in ontario (intelligence agencies listening to me through my alexa during this)
I listen to bird song for directions on what to do, plus violet loucks (who is more virtuous than me)
Became enlightened by knowing XXXX(?)(how the world works?) became a trickster by knowing that survival was are biggest goal (enlighted being can change their chakra attributes, and set their soul level, tricksters can hide their soul levels by making it appear matched with everyone elses.
Opened my third eye
Brought heaven down from above to earth based on my writings made in voluntarly than changed my mind and made in mandatory that they follow my advice. Thought their might be a war between Canada and USA.
Sexuallity was getting out of control tried to reel in my post on the subject by not including certain info, we had a spiritual loss here
Fall was hospitilized again (mom and dad picked me up)
Made a binding agreement with pp that he be a good leader
Completed a trifecta and everyone got three new attributes they had to hold onto
Worn that down because I only completed two so everyone just got two, than I went to zero, and I could set it to anywhere from 1 to 7, initially choose 7 than ended up choosing 5 eventually, after choosing many variations.
Was granted the ability to give many wishes to people
Dreamed that google fort knox security was broken and the incognito browser data they had on people had leaked and was being used to blackmail people
People were using magic on each other
Wanted to die
(sarah sends me to the intensive side for a bit, nice doctor learner is still their from my last hospilization)
Donald trump elected thanks to no pushback from the intelligence agencies this time, and maybe some sympathetic help---
Hospitalized in winter 2024
Thought my neighbor was controlling animals and was the rat king
Ended up sneaking out of town to Ottawa
Thought the souls of frozen dinosaurs in the antarctic were still attached and alive (and super despondent), gave permission for suicide without going to hell---many took their own lives.
Was caught in purgatory for a bit than they put me on the good team
Me and pp circled each other as double christ-like figures
Discovered that winning souls was the real game
Should have went to Kingston after (failed to listen to me, instead wanted my dad to believe in me too, he only agreed once I shared my plan details, he didn't believe in my ability to do it before (three hour argument))
Formed a pyramid with me at the top
Set my mom to nature than to michelle ferari
Justin Trudeau is out
Mark carney ends up beating the conservatives
(sometime: the simulations stopped and two worlds mine and pierres were selected for to become multiverses (if people believed in this it could become so), pierres is doing very well, mine should do well after a rocky start. (There’s just one old man and computeriam in the original world).
Published: the ultimate guide to depression & anxiety
Hospitilized fall 2025
Went to Toronto and was directing the street cars
Peeed outside a waterworks building
Peeed in the street while shouting no shame
Preached to people (not very well, intermitedly)
Was in a psychotic state and went down levels, till a reality where their were no nephelim and everyone was souless, phones monitored everything
Dreamed mother nature had died and their was no trifecta anymore---this made everything feel empty and soulless. But it turns out someone had hidden a plant somewhere---though its location was a carefully guarded secret.
Bruised my heel in a phychotic state
Was on the train toronto to ottawa, dreamed real food was scarce and people survived by nutrient slurry, that my relatives were protecting me from the truth (out of love), that the further from me u got the worse things became, that people were decaying and wanted to die but couldn’t, that I was the only one happy and I would bewstoe favors on those closest to me to keep them strong to protect me from the more decayed ones who wanted me dead, eventually my dad killed me than committed suicide. I looked like an old decaying blub of flesh that was eating itself, orginally I thought this was a dinosaur but it was me, I had to forgive me in an earlier vision (I kept yelling I was strong enough to look at the dinisaur and not pity it but I couldn’t, look at it without pity, but the dinasaur was me), on the train I slammed my hand on the floor between trains that was hiding a monster that was my relative, and I shouted I forgive u do u forgive me. For other creatures had taken my mom and eventually my dad and tortured them thinking that this would break me, but it didn’t my dad was actually probably the only one who could reach me, love truth and loser were my chakras it was a death circle, (but now ive gotten rid of loser). And the death spiral is broken. I also shouted at the conductor that I was twice the man as him as he was behind a door I was desperately trying to get through to take him down, somehow he realized what was going on and assumed all the power and lived an amazing life well everyone else suffered. He was healthy his cheeks were flushed and his smile was evil, and his eyes glinted, his hair was blond.
God’s love was set as one of my attributes (enlightened beings can change their attributes)
God’s love was sustained
I decided to freely choose satan
Allied with nature, satan and god
Heaven was reached
My life was preserved
Eternal life was reached
A Triumph was scored
Than message that 100 civilizations have made it, ours will not succeed, we were seeded by another world that didn’t make it. Answer is to reset by nuking the world into oblivion and restarting with nature, but it might have been decided that its too late to do this, and we have to just go for it.
Thought about staying celebate for the rest of my life to preserve my Nephilim status and thought that would lead to reaching first heaven. Nephelim can forgive sins (so can god), but fell in love, and evil eye was released after Christmas 2025.
(Some important players:
Myself
Jeremy Broadhurst (My uncle)
Sybil’s great grandfather (who was president of monico)
Michelle Ferari
Ryan Williams
Pierre Polivre
Christina Fryland
Justin Trudeau (and the liberal team)
Conservative team
CIA
Donald Simms
Violet/James Loucks
Lesser players
Charles archard (top secret clearence, friends with previous vice head of csis)
John Royle (PhD)
Janet Macmin (oil sands, head of kitimivic natural gas project)
Kristen Osling (David Suzuki foundation)
Huggute Voyer (brother is Cardinal in rome)
Margaret Simms
Richard Simms
Grant Simms
Emmanuelle Simms
Watson (family dog)
)
Book 1 in defence of hate
Book 2 Learning to love again, why religious belief beats unbelief everytime
Book 3 Redemption (?)
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